nasa elbi ako ngayon.
wag nyo ko itext.
wala akong signal dito.





I'm excited to know what's in store for me this time.
my last elbi trip gave me much happiness and experience.
well i guess things change.
people drift away.
lovers go.



things are oh-sooo different now.
the things that i owned before aren't mine now.
the people that i love before are now gone.
the people i met during the very sinful week are now gone.
hmm.
where's the excitement?
the fun?





then who'll be there with me during those lazy 5pm's of my life here?
who would share coffee with me?
well, elbi is still paradise without those shits.
i have my friends.
lots of fun.
excitement.
happiness.



* i saw him the last night.
the toe-curling-lip-biting moment was back
i missed him.
a lot actually.
well i guess my engot-engotan mode is activated once again.
we shared the same space.
yet there were no hi's or even hellos.
all he did was blink his eye.
wave his hand.
smile.
and presto!
he made my night.
i tried so hard not to fall.
yet i stumble.



he walked away.
they walked away.
away from me.


i dunno what's with them.
pink attack, i guess.



i loved him.
i cared for him.
a friend.
and an ex-chever.
together.
and i'm left alone.




this is soo yuckie.


well i guess all good things must come to an end.





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* actually happy talaga ako. gusto ko lan magdrama. haha. keber ko sa mga dragon. rarr.