i miss elbi. and i think, because of this, my 1 percent chance to be insane is definitely increasing. :( i'm sick of missing elbi. my frends are sooooo dear to me. i miss them so much.i'm spending countless of sleepless nights. i cry so much. and i'm afraid i'm really goin' insane because of this. :(

and above all, i left my in elbi. and i'm afraid i could never get it back.